Mission Statement

The purpose of this blog is to offer up prayers to the Lord most High. His name will be lifted up and every knee will bow and confess that he Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God. The prayers offered do not necessarily reflect any life struggle related to the blogger himself. Rather they are merely prayers from the heart that you may use in your quiet time when you just don't know what to pray. It is at our lowest point that we can lose the desire or ability to simply breath a prayer. These are the moments when we sometimes choose to give up and think God is not listening. My hope is that in those moments or any moment that these prayers will give a voice to your pain. A lyric to your lifesong. A light in the darkness. A simple reminder that God Cares.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Believe in Miracles

Dear Lord it is so hard for me to believe for myself. I can pray for others with the faith that moves mountains, but when it comes to believing for myself.... I sometimes wish I had someone constantly following me around praying for my every move. I feel so inadequate a lot of the time. I can remember a time when I was confident. It seems so far away in the past. It was probably only a few months ago. It seems like an eternity ago since I knew who I was and what I was doing. I feel so lost not just at work, but everywhere as if I just can't put my thoughts together. My life feels so sad and at times I am so panicky and I walk around with this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel bound by my affliction. I feel that nobody understands. Even if they did understand the world is so full of turmoil that everyone has a wealth of their own problems which seem huge and insurmountable. I love you Lord and I need your help. I feel so far from you too. My mind drifts to all sorts of sources of comfort and peace, but rarely do I see you as my source. Please help me refocus the center of my joy. Wash me in your spirit and cleanse me of this curse. I don't want to live another day gripped by this fear and crippled by a lack of confidence. I am facing the lions den again in 2 days. I need desperately for you to shut the mouth of the lions. I need you to work through me and help me prove myself. I am so tired of hating my life. I want to walk in a path that you have prepared. Please God just let me live a somewhat confident life and not walk around lost. I am so ashamed of the person I am because I claim to be your child, but I look like a total failure. God in the name of JESUS. I want out of this hole I am in. I want some good out of life and I want it soon. PLEASE God have mercy on me.
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